Tuesday, January 31, 2006

lol. . .wrong color den?




Your Blog Should Be Red



Your blog is full of intensity and passion.

You are very opinionated - and people love or hate you for it.

You have the potential to be both a famous and infamous blogger.

yeah. . .how did u know?




Your Love Life Secrets Are



Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.



You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.



You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.



In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.



Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high.

Saturday, January 21, 2006

. . .y is it that results always say i won't last in a relationship. . .dat's WRONG




Your Life Path Number is 5



Your purpose in life is to life freely and collect experiences.



You love life - new adventures, new people, new ideas.

You are very curious, and you crave novelty in all forms.

You tend to make friends easily, and you enjoy the company of all types of people.



In love, you are fun and even a bit intoxicating. But you won't stick around for long.



You are impulsive and spontaneous - which sometimes leads you to do things you regret.

Sometimes you can be overindulgent with food, sex, or drugs.

You have many talents, so many that you are often scattered and unfocused.

really? yeah really. . .




What Your Face Says



At first glance, people see you as confident and determined.



Overall, your true self is passive and thoughtful.



With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.



In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.



In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress.

Friday, January 20, 2006

unsatisfied

People never get satisfied, huh? I am from the Philippines. A small country in southeast Asia. Now, I live in Canada. A country just above the U.S.A. I have been living here since August and have been trying to adjust my life here. Living here is kinda boring. No offence. But when compared to the life I had in the Philippines, this country seems to pale in comparison. One thing I also noticed was that people here seem to complain about things that never does need much improvement. Health care, government, shoot-outs, robberies, drug crap. Believe me, that is nothing to be complained of when you try living in my homeland. Health care? We hadn't had the faintest idea what the hell that was. Government? Your government seems heaven-sent compared to ours. You think you got issues with taxes? Your stupid. Do you know that we pay irrelevant taxes in our country and we feel like we're throwing away our future while paying these taxes. We see nothing blossoming from these monies that we pay. None of the benefits you recieve here is persent in our country. Shoot-outs are a part of our lives there. And it depends whether you are prominent enough to call the attention of the news or you are too "unfamous" that killing you would rarely make front page. Oh! You think your car money has been stolen? Try your bank account emptied by someone unknown. Drugs? You think you got problems? Think again. Why do you keep complaining? Aren't you happy that you experience a life so good here that to us it almost seems like a vacation? Have you compared what you are experiencing to what the Americans, the Russians or the countries in war?
Be satisfied with what you have. . .And remember. . .You can't have everything. . .This is Earth. . .not heaven

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Life, Part II

Wow. . .The past year has gone through me like a breeze. A lot has happened in my life. So much was it that it would be considered absurd to say that this events will not affect who i am and who i will be.
The past year, I met great friends, I was given a glimpse of the "outside" . It actually started last year. The friendship. . .and of course, there was some conflicts. And you know what? That's life man. And u just got to be mature enough and fix anything, obliterate any obstacle that you may face. . .and sometimes, you'll get hurt so badly, you'll wonder why in the world can't it be the same. Why does it have to end up like this? You know, these things are outcomes we have no control over. . .like it or not. History, of course, has a tendency to be redundant. The only way you can avoid it happening again - assuming you don't want it to happen again - is to mature from your mistakes. To consider past as past. To look back but never dwelling on it. . .
Also, the transition from my home to somethign so foreign was so much of a shock. Yeah, I'm 14! So? Yeah, I'm young! So? I found some friends there whom I am absolutely certain I can trust. I can divulge secrets to them. . .knowing they will never betray. . .I love my country - The Seven Thousand, One Hundred and Seven Islands of the Philippines. Leaving it almost was unbearable. ASk my parents that when they were packing boxes. . .i wouldn't really help. . .i want to be left there, in my native soil. Ask them what i did during that time. I was in my room, buried in books. Absolutely withdrawn. Writing in my journal (I lost it unfortunately, during the flight). Watching TV till 3. Only appearing to eat then will magically disappear. Most of the time, I was like that. I never did want to accept the fact that I'm already leaving. But, if that's where God wants me to be, then sure, why not? I tell you this, everyone, everything in this world has a purpose. Every event is there for something that will help you mature, spiritually or mentally. Your physical body is nothing more than a case holding the purest inside, the human soul.
Not having someone who will know what I'm talking about when I say something and not having someone to trust with something was unbearable for me. I kinda became a loner. . .at that time. . .i didn't see me in me. I saw someone wholly different from who I was before. But hey! I am so thankful that it's all in the past now. I am so thankful that I am starting to adjust now in my new environment - with the help of God and excellent friends. Thank you!!! =D

novel in progress. . .

YEY! i'm actually writing a novel! I want to finish it. I want to put my thoughts in writing. . .to share something. . .to share my thoughts. . .and get a response. . .brutally honest. . .extensively beneficial .
Oh well. . .
Genre's romance. . .
I think it's pretty good. . .please tell me what u think. . .i would REALLY appreciate feedback. . .anyways. . .it's still in the works and haven't put it down on MS word YET. . .
website url is www.fictionpress.com
pen name is maverick09

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

nvm




Your Love Element Is Fire



In love, you are a true listener and totally present.

For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt.



You attract others with your joy and passion.

Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate.



Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life.

And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal.



You connect best with: Wood



Avoid: Water



You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly

YEAH, too bad. w/e. . . :(




How You Life Your Life



You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.

You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.

You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.

You tend to always dream of things within reach - and you usually get them.